A call early in the morning woke me up...it's only 8am!!My class starts at 11 lo...was dreaming when the call came...caught me by surprise...

Today went for MA classes...the tut was long...didn't really listen during lect as well...guess i'm gonna spent a long time on the tut qns...the lect, took almost 2 hrs again...really long...tired after attending the lect...

Took the same bus as Fenella & Hui Ching...Chatted along the way...we parted ways at Bt Panjang interchange...went to plaza to get some stuff & dinner as well...reached home at 6 plus...Went to cousin's place...hehe...cos she got things to us to eat...hehe...a gd way of escaping fm home...ate and play wif my nephews...hear that my another cousin going to give birth soon...woo...and its a gal this time...finally, i have a niece...lol...

That's all for today...off to dreamland!! Gd nitex!!

Ever feel like you don't belong? This feeling is hard to describe...even though i may appear to be happy, laughing all the way, but do i really feel this way?

I dun noe...It has sort of become my habit to hide my feelings...some things are just so hard to say...The words just can't come out, even though it was thought through quite a few times...Why is it that some just can't look from a different angle?

Guess i tend to think too much...thinking too much not only does not solve the problem...it adds on to the prob...but will it help by saying out? I dun think so,at least not for me...saying out isn't just right...it will further complicate the prob...Can't speak my mind when they are ard, just can't relate to them...mayb cos i dun hv the habit to say certain things to them...feel more confortable saying to her...at least she understands wad i say...if only i'm sill staying there...it will be much better...more freedom as well...

Feel as if i'm restricted...everything have to tell them...that is not concern...certain issues u can't expect me to tell u de...if pple dun feel like say y keep on asking? There is no point in it! Disappointment is always wad u say abt me, but thinking back, hv i done things that u are happy abt? Think u hv long forgotten abt it rite? Always oppose to the things i do, everything hv to report...ARGHHHH

Shutting up is probably the best!

Its complicated...seem so near yet so far...

Dun really feel like blogging today...lazy i guess...as requested by Hui Fen, i will blog...Gd that she has recovered from her sickness...

Saw Zhenqi at the bus stop in the morning while waiting for Hui Ling...Heard that she'll be joining my class for EAA & RFA...Happy to hear that...haha...HL reach shortly, made our way to blk 72...oh my, the lift area is jammed...so many people waiting for the lift at this hour...too bad my class is at lvl 7, if is lvl 4, i will take the stairs instead...Amanda & Emily has aldy reached class, setting up their laptop...ZQ went to ask the tutor for permission for join my class, but was rejected as her tutor has scheduled a class at the same time, so she has to go her class...

HF reached shortly, together wif another gal who sat beside Amanda for the last 2 EAA class...HF took a seat beside me, mean can talk to her!! Haha...She one funny person lah...really wun feel bored wif her ard...

We started wif Accpac, setting up the accounts...wah, HF type very fast lor, her nails, as usual, was quite long, can hear the sound when she is typing...Think her hearing got prob today...cos in class, i asked her if she wan bk room, she just sat there typing away, from the side of my eyes, can see that she is also swaying her body...

RFA tutorial was okay...asked the tutor if we can work in gp of 5 for the project, she's ok wif it provided that there are a total of 4 gps in class...yea...can do project together, dun hv to split up le...MA make up tutorial was right after RFA, means no lunch break...HF & Amanda went to canteen to help us buy some food, while HL & I help them wif their bk/laptop...when tutor came, only 2 of us are there...asked for our costing grade...dun really wanna say, but no choice...haiz...luckily the 2 hrs pass by quickly...

Grab a bite and went off to lib to kill time as the elective briefing starts at 5pm...watch goong wif HF, while HL watch her show at youtube...while waiting for the ep to load, HF try calling HL, but no resonse, den we start talking abt HL and laughing there...It was raining when we were on our way to LT 24...when we were abt to cross the road, a motorcyclist was just abt to go, but i nv wait, i just cross the road, & HL followed...she screamed when the motorcyclist was abt to ride off, and i also heard another voice pretending to scream, i asked HL who was tt & she said is HF...LOL...HF's voice where got likedat de...think she sound nice leh...

The briefing has started when we went in...lots of people inside...some tutors beiefed us on electives, and attachment progs...there was one which is talking abt overseas attachment...when talking, the tutor voice sound funny....most people in the LT was laughing upon hearing...she sound as if her voice going to break, but she still continue talking...there was one part she mentioned abt Hong Kong, den i told HL, 'she is using HK to tempt u leh' Haha...

Shall end here...nitex!!

Looking back think this is one of the few times i have a second post for the day...practically did nth today...slacking at home...surfing net, trying to figure out how to make a blogskin...

Had dinner early today as all is home early...watching tv for the rest of the nite...Current time is 11 plus and mum is knocking at my door...as usual, i guessed that its abt asking me to sleep...today she said it in a funny way...She asked me to slp normally...LOL...What is she trying to say? Not that i have weird slping habits...guess she means the time ba...but hey, 11 plus isn't that late rite?

Wadeva..no point arguing wif her also...just say yes whenever she nags at me...Shall write till here...going to bed after i finish over the raionbow ep 14...nitex!!

New blogskin again...Hmm, was trying to make one, but not successful, give up and went on searching, found this...so here it is...

Current weather is cloudy, after rain...raining is gd...at least it is not so hazy now...Well, ytd's IS class is again, very boring...Tried asking thr tutor if we can collaborate wif other Hui Fen's gp in the event...the idea was rejected, so we went on to have our discussion...submitted the idea creation file...again, he said he duno wad we are writing, it is not clear. Have to redo again...we split the work and left...It was raining very heavily when we left...call dad to see where he was, lucky he was nearby, came to fetch me home...thx dad!

This wk is gonna pass by very quickly, that's wad i hope...i'm so not looking forward to tml...hv lesson fm 9-3 without break, elective briefing at 5, to ad on, there are many things to bring tml another day wif heavy bag....

Due to public holiday, there are make up lessons on thur & fri...gonna end late again...

Class starts at 9am today...the haze was quite bad in the morning...everywhere is foggy, looks as if it is going to rain soon...

I was the 3rd student to reach class...nth to do as the tutor was setting up her laptop...i sat there hoping the others will come faster...luckily, Hui Fen came 5 mins later...at least got pple to talk to ma...the others also reached shortly...The tutorial was quite dry, all abt theory...listen till i keep yawning...HF also keep yawning...Hui Ling's eyes look like they are abt to close...Had lect afterwards...it was longgg....

Meet Siti @ Jurong Point...she was late!! Went to watch the movie Death Note...This is the first time i sat in a cinema perspiring...feeling very warm and also the 1st time Siti didn't say she's cold in the cinema...the air con was under maintenance, that explains why it is stuffy inside...Our seats were right at the middle, had difficulties moving to our seats as the side seats are aldy occupied...Seems like this movie is quite a good one, it was almost full hse...got lots of students watching...

Disturbing things at the cinema....
~during the movie, people keep on talking
~some were fanning away...
~the person beside me was spreading the legs v widely, keep on stepping on my shoes
~there is some weird smell in the cinema...

The beginning of the movie was abit boring, almost fell asleep...Siti too, fell asleep for a short while...but as the movie goes on, it is quite catchy can stay focused to the show...the movie runs for 2hr 10 mins, which is quite long...sit there till backside pain...

Conclusion for the day: we went to the wrong cinema...shud hv gone to the one at Vivo city instead, at least i think it'll be more comfortable there...

Mum's working tml, mean eating dinner outside again...Duno why my parents always suggest to go Bt Batok (the place i used to stay) there to eat...why can't they choose other places? I dun really like to go there...no valid reasons as well, just dislike...well, not that i have a choice, hv to go there tml...sianz...

Off to bed soon...Nitex

Attended FMGT lecture in the morning...Not really used to the way that it is being taught...Can't see the screen clearly from where i was sitting...overall had a rough idea wad it is abt...Lecture ended at 10.45am...Went to vins as Emily wans to buy the notes...saw Zhenqi there too...she is going for her next class...

Following that, 5 of us went to far east to look for presents...When we reached there, we changed our mind, decided to buy smth else instead...headed to the top lvl for lunch...after lunch, Emily went to check smth...4 of us left shortly when Hui Ling had finished her lunch...

We decided to go Bugis instead...went to check out if there's any bus to take to bugis...saw bus no. 190 coming, Amanda wanted to ask the driver if 190 will pass by bugis, but Hui Fen was saying go lucky plaza bus stop to change to bus 7, Amanda ended up asking the driver if the bus will go to lucky plaza anot...anyway, we just board the bus...alighted at Hereen as it didn't stop at lucky plaza...walked to the bus stop opp somerset station, took bus 7 from there...

Well, we can't find anything suitable at the shop we were thinking of coming...look ard, but nth seems to be right...Went to other shops to take a look...saw some puzzles at a lvl 3 shop...it was then we decided that puzzle would be the choice...hehe...took us quite some time to decide which one is nicer...finally decided on 1, paid & went off...

It was 1.45 by then...thinking that we do not hv much time, we thought of taking bus 61 as it goes the longer way, bus bus 7 came & we boarded...went to the back of the upper deck...started doing the puzzle...Just when we've completed the border, we were at the stop to alight...bus 61 came shortly...continued wif the puzzle...wasn't abt to do too much as the bus was jerking...

Reached sch at ard 2.15pm...quickly find some seats and continued...and after abt 45 mins, we are done! Yea!!!Framed the piece and went off for Audit lecture...

Gave the present to Zhenqi during the break...glad that she likes it =D

Will be meeting Siti tml...let's see if the share price will increase...Lolx...

Went to sch to install Accpac today...the installation process quite fast using wired connection....duno wad went wrong wif my wireless connection...the connection is not stable, it comes and goes within 5-10mins...after the installation, i went to lvl 5 to see if anything could be done to it...but to my disappointment, there isn't much can be done...the person says there is nth wrong wif the configuration, mayb is my laptop prob, as there's someone who came has the same prob wif me a few days ago...mayb i shud try to go blk 27 someday to see if it helps...

Reached home at 11 plus...grab a bite before bathing, surfing net in the afternoon...i wanted to check my emails, but the page just doesn't load and it keep on saying i gave the wrong password! Oh well! Since there is nth much to do wif the internet, i went off...cleared some stuff on my table b4 starting on my MA tutorials...tired...off for a short nap at 3plus...

Went to Bt Panjang Plaza for dinner as mum is working OT again...Bought some daily necessities as well...reached home at 7.20, still got time to watch princess hours...heex
Been watching Tv for the rest of the nite...

Just awhile ago, she was standing at the doorway of my room...as usual, nagging nagging & nagging...guess all she cares is abt work! She thinks i'm still having holidays...well,...not that i want to complain, but its just not fair...everything i do is wrong, even if i did smth, she will say i nv do b4 at all...all she knows is that everything is bad abt me...Dun even bother to say much to her...just let her be...

I think there seems to be a lack in some form of communication...

First day back in school...

I was supposed to meet Zhenqi at11.30 as she wants to go blk 72 fix her laptop...i left hse at 10.20 as the bus comes au 10.30...guess i'm pretty early...the bus came early too...when i reached the bus stop opposite sch, it was just 11...so i didn't alight n took the bus to Clementi b4 reaching sch...it was 11.20 when i reached...zq reached 10 mins later...we headed to lvl 5 to hv her laptop fixed...while waiting, i asked Hui Fen if her class has ended...called her...she told me she, Amanda & Huiling are at the lib...was intending to ask if they wanna have lunvh together, they were photocopying FMGT tutorial...she also told me she bought her notes le...can understand tt she didn't buy for me lah...cos quite exp ma...dun know why i asked her 'nv buy for me arh' in the first place...sry!!

Went to buy my notes after the call...didn't buy FMGT notes today...guess i get it tml...It was 12.25 when zq has her laptop fixed...went to have our lunch at atrium...Afterwhich, we went to lib to find the others...they were at lvl 4...they prepare everything in order le...Thx gals!! Left shortly to go for IS class at 1pm...

When we went to the class...most people were already there...found some seats at the back of the classroom...Lesson starts at ard 1.20 pm...A video was shown to us abt the 5Cs of I&E...that's all i noe for today...cos didn't listen to wad the tutor was saying...the way he talk really makes u wanna slp -__- He talk for an hr plus before asking us to form our teams...luckily there were no ice breaker games...we settled on our gps pretty fast, but the tutor dun approve! He say the gp must hv some guys...the other requirement was tat menbers hv to be from diff courses...my gp fulfiled the 2nd criteria, but not the first...but who cares...we just wanna settle it fast & go off fast...two other members fm my gp are from CBE,one is zq's previous IS classmate, such coincidence!

At abt 2.30, a few of my classmates just went off...tink they went for their lunch as they were back 45 mins later...we eventually settled on the gp and went to submit the member list...We were told to brainstorm our ideas...did some discussion and came up wif our ideas...it was already 4 by then...we just went off after the discussion, even though some people has asked earlier on wad time are we dismissed & the ans was 5pm!

Omg!!! Today is only the first lesson & i dislike the tutor...how to pass the next 15 wks sia...lots of requirement...Hav to email him one day b4 class every wk...wah...tink people so free meh...haiz...tink i've chosen the wrong class...sry zq & ade, asked them to join me in this class...sorry....

Didn't blog for the past few days...Hmm...i shall talk abt ytd's concert first...

Meet Hui Fen & Amanda 6pm at Clementi Mac...Went to have our dinner at the hawker centre...even though its only 6pm, they are already lots of people at the hawker centre...we found seats near the chicken rice stall & we decide to have that as our dinner...

After our dinner, we took 154 to school...Was chatting wif HF about some kdrama stuff when Zhenqi called...she asked us to hurry...One glance at my watch told me that we were still early...

The concert started promptly at 7pm wif Blue Tango as the first song. A total of 19 songs were played...Out of which, those familiar ones were over the rainbow, Hidamari No Uta, a song from a hit JDrama 'Under the same roof (一个屋檐下)' and a chinese pop song 'yi shou jian dan de ge'...The last song have some parts similar to kdrama, my girl's background music...The concert ended wif all the members singing a song 'more than words'. Afterwhich there were some cert presentation.

We left at arg 9.30pm...Went to the opp bus stop wif HF as i was heading to my aunt's hse, staying over for a nite...called aunt when i was abt to reach...she waited for me at the bus stop...hehe...Thx aunt!

Well...as for today, i woke up at 8 plus, which is very early & rare...haha...went to the market wif aunt & uncle...had our breakfast and bought some gorceries before going back...Played UNO wif aunt as we hv nth much to do & i dun feel like going home too early...i won most of the times...haha...

At abt 1, i headed home...took 184 then 922 & reached home at 2 plus...surfing net in the afternoon...ate dinner before watching the last episode of the 7pm show...

Vacation has come to an end today...dun tink i'm ready to be back in school...the start of a new sem...really gotta buck up!

Woohoo~Woke up at 9 plus today...ate my breakfast & continue wif watching great inheritance =)

It was raining when i left home...sianz...hv to carry an umbrella...luckily the rain wasn't heavy...Got a call from Zhen Qi when i was reaching Jurong...it was 12.35 then...Omg! She said she reached aldy...that was early! At ard 12.55, Huiling sms-ed me saying she'll be late...i replied saying 'dun tell me u jus took the train hor'...Her reply was 'i'm still waiting for the train' Oh my...we agreed to meet at 1pm and she's still at AMK station...i was late for 5 mins...saw ZQ standing near the control station reading 'Today' newspaper...as HL will be late, we went to bread talk to buy bread for my lunch...

It wasn't long before HL reached...we made our way to marina sq...went to look for Amanda's present...initially we decided to buy lip blam...changed our mind and got her some face lotion from the body shop...Following that, we went to kbox! Quite sad lah, everytime only 3 of us go...cos Hui Fen always dun wanna go de...sad lah, if she go sure more fun de lor...

Inside kbox, we sang many songs, HL selected some teresa teng's songs again...haha...while HL was singing, ZQ & me were eating the tidbits..we called for refill twice...the person got us some refill using a cup on the 2nd time...LOL...mayb he doesn't wanna come in so many times so gave us more...Took some pics towards the end...ZQ left at 5.25 as she has to head back to sch for her cca...that leaves HL & me...we sang a few more songs before our time is up...left at arf 5.40pm...

HL tried calling HF...but guess wad, the person who ans the call wasn't HF...think she dialed the wrong no, she dialed to HF's other no...den she ask meto try again...when i call, HF ans...her voice sounds like she's scared of being caught likedat...she said she's still in the cinema...

So HL & me just shop ard marina sq...went to a shop that sell accessories...we bought some ear rings there...it wasn't long before we got missed calls from HF...we tried calling her, but she didn't pick up lor, still dare to say pple nv pick up her call =x

Told HF where we were n she came to meet us, together wif Amanda...as usual, she likes to be different, Amanda walk thru the exhibition while HF walked one whole round...SO off we went to Seoul Garden for our dinner...Adeline called last min to say she can't make it, so that leaves the 4 of us...

We wanted seats by the window, but they were reserved, we had no choice but to sit where we were served to sit...Took some ingrediets and started our dinner...We ate lots of terriyakki chicken...today i finally know not to underestimate HF...see her so small size, but she can eat alot sia...And i think she'll be a gd housewife, cos she's the one who did most of the cooking...Thx arh! Amanda on the other hand, likes to put big pieces of meat to cook, HF will then say her lo, ask her dun put too much at a time...LOL...Amanda seems abit scared of HF today...

When HF & me went to refill some food, she was very funny...we took some meat and Amanda requested for some fish...From wad i see, Amanda & HF are opposites, Amanda seems to like fish alot, HF is the opposite...As i wanted some siew mai, HF help me take, but there weren't any left, so we stood there and waited...the person didn't refill it, so HF suggested going back to our seats 1st and she'll help me take later...Here comes the funny part...Back at our seats, i thought i saw the person refill, so i called HF to go take for me...when she went there, she took a plate without thinking, i went as well, but i saw that tray is lower that the other trays and guessed that it was not refill yet...but it was too late to tell HF...she went to open the lid but there was nth there except a hole there, then HF say wa lao eh...i couldn't help but to laugh...

Like i hv mentioned before, wif HF ard, there is nv a bored moment! Agree??

We finished our dinner at ard 9 plus...wow...it was long as we started ard 7...Was intending to take some photos, but Amanda seeems to be rushing, so we left...Oh ya..HF passed Amanda's present to her before we left...

The journey back home was longgg....luckily i hv my mp3 hehe...reached home at 11.05 & there was my mum watching Tv wif a 'black' face...it simply means hv to stay at home tml...haiz...

Anyway, i've enjoyed myself today...nitex!!

A call early in the morning spoils my day...As usual, its my dad...calling to nag at me, abt those same stuff again...Haiz...everyday also nag, they not sian i also sian lor...but i already used to it lah...

Well...shall talk abt my outing wif my sec sch mates, Cara the movie queen, Siti & Siok Hien...Gosh..been quite a while since i last see Siok Hien...hehe...Meet wif Siti & Siok Hien before heading to somerset to meet Cara...She's early...3 of us reached on time...went to get our movie tickets...i suppose its easy to guess who suggested watching movie ba...All agreed on the movie 'You, Me and Dupree'. As it was still early, we went to take neoprints...Wonder why there are so many pri sch children today...saw many of them at cine...

The haze is getting worst each day...it is esp hazy in the morning & at nite...PSI reading hit 150 at 9pm...omg!! With this kind of weather, also no mood to go out...Was supposed to go for cca tml, but considering the hazy weather, i decided not to go...

Thinking of blogging before i sleep...Hmm...Wad have i done today...Been watching over the rainbow today...still waiting for the user to upload more...hope i dun hv to wait for too long...Changed my blogskin too...

A video before i go...as you can probably guess, it is from over the rainbow soundtrack...enjoy!!

Woke up at 7.30am, cos have CCA today...Ate my breakfast before leaving home...But smth is wrong wif my stomach, Just when i was abt to leave hse, had stomache...omg! I thought I will be late...but luckily, i reached on time =)

Our destination was Villa Francis Home for the Aged...after waiting for 30 over mins at kranji mrt control station for all the members to reach, we took bus 170 there...Reached there at ard 10am...We were there was a short briefing on wad we were supposed to do...

Our first task: to decorate the multi purpose hall...helped to hang the lanterns and wheel some residents there...Afterwhich, we were to help the old folks there wif the game 'Bingo'...Hui Ling & I went over to the first table nearest to the stage...one of the old folk is quite vocal, she keep talking and there's this thing abt water that she wants...She speaks loudly too...Other old folks at the same table were very quiet...Following the game was lunch...helped to serve lunch to the old folks there...

We left after the lunch time...took 961 to causeway point...Had our lunch there...walked ard the shopping mall...discussing some things too...thinking of where to go next wk...there is nth much at couseway point...Saw Fahmezah at cold storage too...called her, been some time since i last saw her...

Meet up wif Siti again...she reached at 3...and i bade goodbye to Hui Ling...Siti was standing outside multimedia shop, watching goong special...but i wonder how she understand as there were no english subs...so i went over to stand near her...it took her some time to realise i was there...and the first word she said was ~ stupid...LOL...Today's share only increase by 10 cents, not v gd though...but nvm, there is still next tue =P

We went over to sit at some empty benches and chatted...until is was ard 4, i suggested going to converse to see some polo tee...Hehe...saw some that i like...and i bought a red colour one...the material was soft and is not that thick too & the best thing is that there is 30% discount...wanted to buy another one, but dun hv enough cash wif me...haiz...

We left causeway at 4 plus to head for lot 1...walked ard as it was still early...ended up that Cara reach early too, so we went to look for her at mac...her voice sounded diff and she has flu...take care gal...we discuss abt next wk's meeting and some other stuffs passing our time...

Today's weather is still so hazy...wonder when will the sky be clear...

New song~You & I are Fools

Off to watch new kdrama~ Over The Rainbow!!

Feeling so messed up now! What has happened to me?? Lots of things are going thru my mind now...however i can't seem to really think thru some issues well...Shall skip that for now...

Went to aunt hse today...saw my nephews =))..sometimes i really wish i hadn't grow up so fast...seeing them makes me think of my childhood...but i think they are much luckier...There's so much abt being young...innocent & simple minded, their parents are always there for them too...a short conv wif the elder one make me laugh...the way he replies to ur qns are funny...Two of them are of opp characteristics...one is noisy, one is quiet...cute in their own ways...

Had cough these few days...my throat feels dry, guess its coz of the change in weather and the haze...do take care pple...

Went to watch John Tucker Must Die wif Siti today...as usual, meet her at cck platform first...Today she reach there quite early sia...muz be nth to do at home den leave hse early =x

Anyway, we took train there...bought our tickets and its neoprints time!! =) Spend ard 30 mins there...got enough time for us to decorate sia...rare sight...which results in us being slightly late for the movie...luckily we didn't miss too much...