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Thursday, April 30, 2009 23:13
Withdrawal Don't like the current state of things. *sshhh* |
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Saturday, April 25, 2009 14:30
Weather's been exceptionally hot these days. Can't concentrate in studying. Gotta do something about it. Stress level getting higher as exams date is nearer. A bad feeling about it though =X Will be receiving the exam notice by next week. Grandma going operation next mon. Hope everything goes well. Some issues with uncles (dad's side) that is keeping the whole family upside down. With the 1st 2 down, what else is gonna happen? I thing we're seeing lesser relatives fm Dad's side on next cny. So much so for wanting to have gatherings every fortnightly =/ Bought 4 titles today, was a rather last min decision, since i can't get down to study, so i went to try my luck. Saw another 2, but book conditions not very good, so gave up. Shall go have a quick bath before i start studying. *sshhh* |
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Saturday, April 11, 2009 22:00
For whatever reason, the 'volcano' is about to erupt. Tomorrow is the day. Being home late for 1 night = always go out. What sort of reason is that! Tomorrow is yet another dreadful day. I wished tomorrow was a wkday instead. Life's in a mess now. Not being productive is another issue. Dreaming is another problem. Next week ain't going to be better. She quit again. Hope she gets the job on Mon and no complains. Messed up =/ *sshhh* |
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Friday, April 10, 2009 22:10
"When we wake up in the morning, we have two choice. Go back to sleep and dream or wake up and chase those dreams. Choice is yours..." |
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16:57
Thursday Had the next driving lesson. Making turns and to estimate the gap. A hot day indeed. After driving, went to watch Confessions of A Shopaholic with Siti. Worth watching. Library next. Don't have the books that i wanted. Too bad =x Met with Siok in the evening. Shopped, dinner and went home. Friday Woke up at 8plus, set off @9.Gathered @ 2nd aunt's place to collect all the food and items.Went tomb sweeping. A hot day to begin with but the weather took a turn at ard 12 plus. Drizzling when we were @ 4th uncle's tomb. Luckily its the last for the day. One of my older cousin drove today. A family car. Been x-years since i last saw him. Not very close with their family cos they weren't present for most family gatherings or during cny period. Not much conversations among us as well. only another 2 cousins went. The rest were adults. The topics they talked were the same as during cny. For those working, they asked how much is the salary, those studying they'll ask, which year now, when grad. Nothing new. Seeing the smile on uncle's face, i don't know what to say. His smile meant something more. Like the irony of his life. Sympathy? Nope, i think its sadness. We should all treasure people around us. There are things that can't be reversed once its done, people make mistakes, forgive & forget. Its easy to say, but try doing it. No point harping on sad things or people's fault, who in this world is perfect? Respect that some wants their moment of silence or do not wish to say certain things. There are things which meant nth much to you, but it matters alot to another. Misunderstandings arises where all chose to keep quiet and none take the initiative to clear the air. Oh well~ Am contemplating on getting the paladin series 1st and maybe the cd i saw ytd. Should I?? *sshhh* |
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Monday, April 6, 2009 14:03
Let see...for the past week, went to the library, mum started on her new job, hope it'll last =x Not east to find job nowadays. Went for revision class, lunched with ex-colleagues. Its nice to see them, friendly as always. Time spent with friends, some days staying at home to read. Started on revision. Slow progress =/ Borrowed some books from library, found back the joy of reading. Gonna visit the library more often. Plans made for this week. Hope it worked out well though. Going to pray on good friday, hopefully there's no jam and the weather is good too. Wonder who will be going. Right now, throat feels abit sore, blocked nose. The peace from within. Things that are beyond the surface. Silence is golden @ certain situations. Listening more than talking. Not saying anything doesn't mean agreement, rather its an indication of not wanting to lead to a quarrel. *sshhh* |
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