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Thursday, December 10, 2009 23:35
Coughing non stop in the night. Didn't really sleep well. Plus the long day. Exhausted. Was reading MA when aunt called. Good thing i answered the call. Talked to her for a short while wish her happy belated bday cos i didn't manage to get her on the actual day itself. Frustrated. Can't tally the figures. Shall leave it for tml. Enough for today. Right now, waiting for mp3 to charge, so here i am, blogging instead of going to bed. If not for the fact that i need it tml, most probably i'll be in bed. Haven got the chance to ask yet. Don't know what is the constraint. Part of me wants to believe in the best outcome, but another part is quite negative. Don't know how they'll react also. Unpredictable...Hoping that they're in good mood tml nite. In a unique situation, something that i hated, but can't do anything but to endure till end or studies. Its not a glorious thing to keep saying or explaining. There might be unspoken doubts by some...Maybe its the courtesy of not asking. Thankful for that. Not seeing doesn't mean didn't do. I don't wish to argue so i'll let it be. No point speaking when you clearly believe what you see. I'd rather conserve that little voice i have now. I need to be well before next week. I wish i was the rebellious type for once =/ Telling myself i want to go regardless of the outcome. Keep positive thoughts/attitudes... *sshhh* youwontseemecry |
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