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Take me away cause falling in love ain't very far
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EveLyN
Born on the 29th of Jan.
I can talk like no one's business, yet quiet till no one notices me.
Think you know me? Think twice.

Loves dark chocolates and strawberries make me go wild.
Sunflowers & four leave clover can brighten my day.

There's this thing about cats that gets me.

I wish...
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~ freedom 自由万岁!
~ Overseas trip
~ new bookshelf
~ new watch
~ sakura comic set
~ sling bag

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Tuesday, September 28, 2010 15:25
把事情想清楚了,看开了,想通了。凡是不要太执着。。。
考虑了很久, 也许事情就是这样的。不要去管那么多了。
选择放手是给自己最好的决定。
不说也不想了。

开心或悲伤也是一天,那我情愿快乐的过每一天。
时间能证明一切。。。

放下了,轻松多了。
梦醒了,回到现实生活了!

*sshhh*
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Wednesday, September 22, 2010 22:53
Closure. Crashed. Not gonna talk no more.

*sshhh*
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Monday, September 20, 2010 23:17
Its ok to stumble and fall. Things will get better. It takes time. Take a leap of faith. The first step may be tough but be brave! At least give it a try, work it out even if it doesn't end up the way you want to, there will be no regrets too. Learn from experience and you will gain more than what you lost. All it takes is that first step.

Don't tell me is alright when it isn't. Don't say its okay when it isn't. I give up before things get ugly. Not gonna think about it anymore. Things are not as simple as it seems. Too much mind games aren't helping. Its complicated.

Seems like I'm e middleman at home. Dun understand why they can quarrel over little things. I saw what happened but i dun wanna butt in. No point getting myself involved.

Each day seems longer and longer and i don't know how long can i hold it. Sometimes i wish to just disappear, or to just do things without any reservations.

*sshhh*
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Friday, September 17, 2010 22:41
卓依婷---萍聚
別管以後將如何結束 至少我們曾經相聚過
不必費心地彼此約束 更不需要言語的承諾
只要我們曾經擁有過 對你我來講已經足夠
人的一生有許多回憶 只願你的追憶有個我


Beautiful words.

Last few days before school officially starts. Rounding up my holidays. Settled things to be done. And Its the start of new academic year. Hopefully everything goes smoothly. A fresh start. Shall make the best out of it. Cutting off things that should be off.

No more distractions. Was good to let it out the other day. Glad that I've pulled through. Everything happens for a reason. Pick up from where you fall, lessons learnt and its another wall up there to conquer. Be strong!

*sshhh*
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Tuesday, September 14, 2010 23:32

Better to be straightforward at times. Even though its only for a short while, at least I've tried. No regrets. Time to move on.

School is starting next week. Gotta clear my stuffs soon.

Can't really say if i'm looking forward to school reopen. Mixed feelings.

*sshhh*

Part of me wished for the other outcome, but...
hope tml will be a better day
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Saturday, September 11, 2010 23:36
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Friday, September 10, 2010 23:52
What a week. Feels like on a roller coaster ride. The ups and downs. Things left unsolved. Left me confused. Shall not thing about it anymore.

Watched Going the Distance with Nikki on Wed. Nice movie, some funny elements. There's a person snoring in the cinema, can imagine how loud is the snore considering that we can hear despite sitting far from the person. Reached home in the evening. Was raining the whole day. And since it was quite cooling, i decided to take a walk after dinner. It was a wrong choice. A creepy incident. Luckily nothing happened and i managed to react fast. No more walks after dinner at least for some time.

As for ytd, went to return the temp pass back to HR ytd before meeting JW. Waited an hr plus for her. I'm patient eh =x Read some online blog while smsing Nadzirah. Reached only to find that there's no bookshop in the mall. How sad. Had lunch and went to her place. Was quite a long walk. Chatted about many things and shared our views.

She showed me lots of her things, letters from penpals and also from him. And the scrapbook she made. Nice! And had a web cam session. I was rather reluctant to be in the web cam. Can't really explain why =x

Finally left at abt 5. The bus ride was long. Abt 1.5 hrs. Was tempted to stop mid-way but gave up the idea since my load is heavy. Bro was home when i reached. Not used to seeing his hair shaved. Haha.

As for today, just another day at home. Nth much. Tried to study for abit, but didn't last long. =/ Feels like going out to chill since the weather is good...but...

Am thinking if i should attend the wedding...haven asked who's ard who is going also. Don't wanna be alone out there.

When its time, it will come to you. What's meant to be will be. Why worry so much. But then again, you can't help but to keep thinking. How contradicting. When the table is turned around, everything changes. Its easy to fall, but hard to stay. How true it is. Takes alot to maintain and communication sure is a big factor, not forgetting to compromise also. Its gotta be mutual.

*sshhh*

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Tuesday, September 7, 2010 20:30
Nightmares Nightmares! How i wish to sleep well throughout the night. Is that call 日有所思夜有所梦? I don't rule out that possibility. Not sleeping well these days. Sigh.

Wish i could talk about it, but its hard to put it to words. To simplify ' Nobody knows it but me'. That kind of fits in here.

Thinking of solutions, 很烦啊! Disappointed. Really disappointed. Come to think of it, should one just be selfish? Am I being too nice? I wish i could be tougher/ slightly harsh to some who don't deserve to be nice with, but i can't bring myself to do it. Just saying doesn't help. End up taking it out on someone else.

Sorry and thanks for being there. High time I find new ways to vent my anger or wad not. Perhaps a secret hiding place? =X

Oh well~ Gotta be strong and work harder too. Glad to have supportive friends around (:

*sshhh*
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Sunday, September 5, 2010 01:01
世界上最遥远的距离
不是 生与死
而是 我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你
而是 明明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 明明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起
而是 明明无法抵挡这股想念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 明明无法抵挡这股想念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
而是 用自已冷漠的心 对爱你的人
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠

*sshhh*
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