The heart has its reasons which reason knows not.

Sunday, July 31, 2011 15:54

Money money money...Everything money first. Little wonder why I'd rather just stay in my room and be in my own world. Seriously why!

Don't understand why also. Trapped within this little world of mine :((

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11:00

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same..."

How true are these words. In life, people come and go, its those who stayed on that matters. Looking back at how my life has been, going through different phrases how from good friends become strangers, how we have drifted apart due to all sorts of reasons. Its not really what I wanted. Its a pity that a friendship turned out the wrong way. Oh well ~ Can't really have all that we want in life eh?

Getting short tempered nowadays. So irritable that I choose not to talk in case I blow off my top. Silence is probably the best.

On another note, I've finally completed the registration. A first step done! (:

Off to read my books!!

*sshhh*

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Saturday, July 30, 2011 10:52

There she goes again...whenever there's opportunity, she's sounding me out. Such coincidence that today is month end, and she asks the question. True enough I go out as and when, but it doesn't mean I have no control over myself. I don't see the need to report everything that I do. Why ask when you don't really believe what I said. Also not as if I'm home so late everyday and its not even midnight yet.

That aside, bought books using my kino vouchers. More added to my mini collection. Can't wait to start reading, but have yet to wrap the books.

July is a roller coaster month, rushing with so much things I'm kinda glad a new month is coming soon.

Might be going for stayover soon. Loving it!

*sshh*

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Wednesday, July 27, 2011 22:31

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Tuesday, July 26, 2011 21:56

Sleeping early is good! I'm trying that for now. Down with sore throat and flu. Such coincidence eh?

Is everything built on lies? Trying hard to please everyone isn't the solution in the long run. Sometimes its so tiring. Holding back is hard, but that's the way to maintain the peace. After a long day, I want some peace and thus i choose to do minimal talking.

Its sad that there's not much communication, but who can help it? The gap has been there since ages and as we grow older, the gap gets wider.

The feeling of having someone waiting for you after a day out is great and the things she does just makes me love her more. Thanks godma!

*sshhh*

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Monday, July 25, 2011 21:22

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Sunday, July 24, 2011 21:41

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Saturday, July 23, 2011 14:59

Waiting to pass time so here I am...

I'm was sharing my thoughts with my aunt last night and I asked her some questions which she has no answers to. It's puzzling to leave things hanging, but on the other hand, no one is sure what's gonna happen also. It's the things left hanging that's what I don't really like at times. Yes, I was angry, but yet I couldn't be mad at you for long. Why is this so?

So far work was alright...things getting tougher as the days go by. I've learnt quite a lot for the past month. There's more to come that I've got to prepare for...

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Tuesday, July 19, 2011 22:48

The unknown story behind every smile. How many different faces do we have?

So this is it? I don't like what I'm feeling now. All these are weighing me down. Need to be on a clear mind. Let everything fade away with time. I guess its probably the best for now.

*sshhh*

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Monday, July 18, 2011 20:46

那就这样吧。也许这对大家都好。

Guess I'm too caught up at the moment. A break to digest everything will be good, but I'd rather be occupied so that time pass faster.

People come and go, so treasure while you have it. Things are always easier said than done. I have so many wishes now. Want so many things now. But it all seems out of reach. Its like so near yet so far. Was it all build on lies? I'm not sure, maybe some parts of it? Nonetheless, I've said all I wanted to say. Lets just wait and see eh?

Everyday I'm looking forward to lunch time. Time for some laughters. Sharing session with colleagues and the laughters are contagious. So much fun to hear what they have to say.

*sshhh*

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Sunday, July 17, 2011 15:16

Watched Harry Potter movie with Nikki ytd. I'd rate it 4/5. These two days passed too fast for me. Everything happened so quickly. Its like a roller coaster ride. Or is it just an illusion?

I should just let it go. Let it be...but something inside me is telling me otherwise. What should I do? There's no right or wrong answer to this. A simple gesture is enough to bring a smile on my face. The little things here and there, oh how I wish I can have selective memory. How can I forget when I'm so easily reminded of the bits and pieces.

I don't like this feeling of mine now. My mind's in a mess :(

*sshhh*

imy

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Thursday, July 14, 2011 07:28

Watched Hello Ghost movie last night. It was touching. Teared while watching.

Not been sleeping well recently, appetite wasn't good too..but I'm not sick. That I'm very sure. Perhaps its the workload I guess..

At a loss for words..Perhaps I'm afraid that's why I held back. Is it only an illusion?

*sshhh*

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Thursday, July 7, 2011 22:58

"It is not our abilities that show what we truly are. It is our choices."

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Choices

Tuesday, July 5, 2011 22:52

The decisions we make from the choices available, sometimes there's no actual basis on what grounds are decisions are made. Somehow or rather you'll have the answer.

True enough there are some pointers to note, but in the end, is the decision made more by logic or feelings? Its hard to judge.

I did a crazy thing I'd say. Or rather an out of the blue thing that's so not me at all. I don't know how I managed that in the first place.

Was chatting with my friend, sharing my views. Guess its all the fears from within that's preventing me from doing some things that I want to. When its time, what's meant to be will be.

Forgiveness? Is there even a right to be angry about in the first place? Anyways the apology was accepted some time back.

Out of reach? Yea, perhaps...

*sshhh*

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Saturday, July 2, 2011 21:49

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21:21

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02:00

One hello changed my mind.

That's how it is even though I tried to deny. Where does that power come from, who are you to have such influence over me...

*sshhh*

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