At the end of the day, all you care about is the money. I really have nothing to say. What I do doesn't please you,sometimes it made me think back,why did things turn out this way? I tried,but it takes 2 to tango, if you're just sitting there playing guitar/watching tv, what's there I can do? How to talk to you? You show a black face,there's nth much I can do also, isn't it?

Do you think I like things this way? You claim that you dunno what I think, but have you tried asking? What's your tone like what you wan something to be done by me? It's not my fault that I end work later than you isn't it. I wish I can OT everyday, such that I have a valid reason to stayout besides telling you I'll not be back for dinner.

You grumbled that I did not help out, but what I did wasn't seen in your eyes. I'm never good enough in your eyes. Tell me, what can I do then? To become a 24/7 daughter who goes no where but stays at home everyday to do everything?

I know your concerns, but do you trust me? Always using the same reasons to scold me. I've had it. I tried to do as you wish, but times have changed, have you tried to understand where I'm coming from? It's not as if I don't know my limits, you said I'm allowed to do what I want after I graduate, but what is it now? You don 't keep to your words. As to what's gonna be later, I'm not expecting anything less. I'll just keep quiet since nothing I say pleases you. Let you scold everything all at once, once and for all.

Sometimes I envy friends who can talk about anything & everything to their mother and I'd think back at why can't I do the same instead.

Come what may, I'm prepared for the worst case. I don't wish things turn out this way, but certain things are beyond my control.

All that aside, I did enjoyed myself at wala wala the other day. Love the company and music. It's always nice to spend tome together with besties (: And I finally managed to return notes to JW. Additional space cleared up!

Next week's gonna be a dull week. No plans yet, or should I say I'm playing safe by going home after work =\

*sshhh*