Overloaded accident prone week ): early morning 烫伤, den was cuts here and there. So glad the week was over.

Experienced my first closing ever too and I'm lost. With everything weighing down. That's bad. Still adjusting over here.

Keeping quiet doesn't mean I'm agreeable I'm just saving my energy for the long day, but sometimes keeping quiet isn't all that good.

The worst was the feeling of being left out. It's just so out of place. The thought of it saddens me. Not everyone whom you meet will have similar frequency as you and with things to talk about.

I'm beginning to understand why..why I was told that I'll feel unfair as time goes by. Life is never fair in the first place, but I guess I've got to hang in there and see how things goes. Better EQ needed.

I texted, wanting to rant...but yet didn't expect a reply. However the reply came. Just so simply. Was it a mistake? I assume so. Let it be the one last time, before I press delete. Even though I can remember off hand. Can I pretend not to know? And the question is whether do I want or not. I can if I want to. So let's see...

Don't understand whats the big issue about. It's not like I'm totally gone or mia, what's the fuss? Isn't convenience a valid enough reason? If I meant to run, I'd have done it long ago. To just walk out, but did I? No, I didn't. To me, it's so convenient, with the long hours, I treasure my sleeping time even more, with time saved from travelling the long distance I can have better 精神 so why not?