There's so much I wanna blog about, yet when I'm this page, I don't know where to start. Visited aunt yesterday. Saw the two little ones so adorable. Its about two weeks since I last saw them but it feels so long and there she goes, the first thing my niece said was "I miss you, so long never see you" I laughed. Chatted quite a bit with aunt. And so I heard things...Pleasant/unpleasant inclusive. I can't say they're wrong exactly, afterall, they wasn't told what is the right way? Moreover, there isn't really a right way so to speak. 

In a way, I'm  thankful for what I have, for everything. How the things that happened in the past have shaped me into what I am today. True enough, I failed, I grumbled, I complain, I cried and I learnt. I took a little long than intended, but it doesn't matter...who doesn't make mistakes? Sometimes I'm a little ahead and I missed out on things, I neglected people around me, unintentionally said hurtful things when I'm angry, but I don't mean it. And right now, I'm trying..trying to put things right..to improve the situation..to be more considerate..to accommodate..to not be so difficult..and not to hurt my loved ones. 

That aside, my week was rather well spent. Cleared leave, spent the day with JW & Nikki. Walking around at night, seeing the night view & lightings, chatting and laughters; one of the best way to release tensions. Work is ever changing and as usual new things that come along the way, I've learnt to take it with an open mind. 

Was chatting with a friend about horoscopes and I realised that I have quite a handful of friends from a particular horoscope. Funny how those horoscope things that I came across says our horoscope are hard to become friends. I beg to differ. Come to think of it, each of the handful of friends have different aspects of what that horoscope says. And somehow the conclusion I gather is...opposites do attract. 

Another topic we shared was on friends. Do you have many friends? Actually..not really that much..Friendships require maintenance, so does any other forms of relationships. We came to the conclusion that we usually contact the same few groups of people. Perhaps that is why we are closer? 

Was feeling kinda guilty when I cancelled the meetup. A last minute decision, I need a break..a break from everything. To sort things out..to clear things...

*sshhh*

Time to face the music

The one that got away