My long weekend started early. Went movies in wed night. The movie was funny. Enjoyed myself.

Thu night was chilling @ substation. We had a nice view? Haha. Saw ah Bao there too. Good thing it didn't rain that night. Took NR. The wait for the bus was long indeed. End up sleeping at almost 5 in the morning. Had strange dreams involving Nikki and Gabe. Funny the dream combustion. Been having dreams lately. Need some uninterrupted sleep.

Woke up at 11 plus when aunt called. Went to fetch the kids and cousin and his kids came along. Had brunch together before I went for haircut with my cousin while the other cousin brought the 4 kids back for their wii session. The haircut was an impulse. Snipped off my curls. Now my hair is slightly off shoulder length? My head definitely feels lighter and the drying hair time is greatly reduced too.

Dinner at bt merah, cousin drove there. We had a big table and ordered lots of food. Going out with the kids so lively. Needs lots of patience. Went ntuc after that before heading home. A long day but its fun in a way. How nice it is to be able to play together, seeing the little ones sharing the phones. Naturally the only girl gets the attention somehow. She has a way I guess.

Went np for lunch ytd but Makan place not open and sakae was our next option. First time we ordered so much. 31 colour plates and a ramen. Back home the kids went swimming while I slacked around enjoying the company. Being surrounded by laughters an people I love is great. Seeing how the kids interact can be quite funny at times. They argue but in the next moment they're laughing at each other.

Bought dinner at bt timah before heading to aunt's sis place. Listening to te radio on the way there. Ate there rest awhile before we came back and the kids were playing wii yet again. As for today, the kids are having tuition and I managed to borrow cousin's laptop for a while and thus this lenghty post. 

Kinda glad this time round it's not that bad. Suddenly there's this positive energy and I kinda liked it. Talking with cousin, the conversation made me think. Perhaps I'm still not old enough to be see things from their perspective but I do agree that there's this authority level there thats causing the gap.

Today is the last day of my holiday. Will be back to the waking up early days starting tomorrow. The end of freedom and May is coming to an end soon.

A review of this month...The beginning is much of being in the hibernation mode, followed by little wake up calls in between and some negativity. I do know what that meant. Not trying to pursue further. Just let it be. Work has been...I need to buck up. Finding the new purpose/goal.

How do you determine if you're important? Its true that when you're not important, no time will be spared. If effort is made but none in return there it shows. Little things here and there you can tell. I just tell myself it's okay...No expectations will not have any disappointments. Unexpected things are slightly better at times. Like a random thought if I'm thinking of you? A simple text makes my day. Can't really explain why also. Oh well ~

Another week to the celebration. How time flies and June is just round the corner. So much things in June actually, but only thing is, there's no more public holidays till Aug. Two dry months. Ah ha! Its time to plan something. Something I really wanna learn. However, is that offer still valid? Perhaps when I'm thick skin enough I shall ask again. You know what I know? If you probe I might say but I don't think you'll ever know. 

We shall see till then ~ 

*sshhh*