The trigger point came. A final decision, a firm one. Many thoughts crossed my mind, looking at a few possibilities. What ifs scenarios did crossed my mind, telling myself not to overthink.

And so I went for the USS Halloween last week. My first time there, quite an experience I'd say. Next day was the meet up with JW. Walked around town. Dinner @ Sushi Bar @ Far East, luckily we queued early and didn't have to wait long before we were seated. Anyway nothing much caught my eye that day. The night ended with a short meet up with someone before heading home. Had wanted to go out on the next day, but thought otherwise until in the evening the text that came. Was contemplating not to go but then after thinking I decided to go. Ended up with argument, but was okay after that. We meant well, but guess there's a little miscommunication somewhere. Talked things out and the night was a good one. 

The start of new week, things that pissed me off which kinda lead me to be sure of my decision. Though nothing's for sure now, but taking that step will lead me somewhere I guess. 

As for now, I gotta be strong. No more nightmares please. I really need the uninterrupted sleep. 

I dread the coming week, on the other hand, kinda glad a week has gone. One week down ~~ 

*sshhh*